Waiting is hard
I had dinner with some girlfriends tonight. I love them so so much, but I'm realizing how behind I feel. 2 are married, one is getting married and the other is in a very serious relationship. Me? I'm completely single. Nothing in sight. It's so hard to visit sometimes knowing what a different stage of life they are in. They certainly don't make me feel that way, they just talk about their husbands and boyfriends because it's normal conversation. And I love hearing about it, because I'm so happy for them, but it's also hard on me. I want that so much. I want to talk about my husband, I want to go to the couply things, I want to talk about the date we had last night. My heart aches, and I wonder why God has made me wait. Is it not my time? Or did my time come and I wrecked it? I just feel so stuck, and I don't want to feel that way anymore. I've asked Him to show me something this week that shows my life is moving forward and I'm making progress. I...